When I attended my first Kairos camp, I was in a very enriching phase of my life. My Lasallian formation was still fresh in my mind; I had completed a week-long Ignatian retreat and was also attending a Charismatic Renewal group.
Each of these evangelization tools offered me a different perspective on how to relate to God, and each had its own unique characteristics and spirituality.
At the camps, there are various ways and areas to serve. One way to help is by being a leader. Leaders are entrusted with a group of people for the duration of the camp; they guide participants through activities, offer support, and help them process the experience.
During my orientation to become a camp leader, one phrase really stuck with me:
“We have to watch each other’s backs.”
What this meant was that we leaders needed to avoid contradicting one another or having disagreements in front of the participants.
That seemed obvious to me—at least until small differences began to arise.
It wasn’t about ignoring those differences, but rather addressing them at the right moment and avoiding unnecessary confusion in front of the participants.
Ah!
That’s when I understood what “watching each other’s backs” really meant.
Among other things, it was about presenting a united front—showing unity and a strong, cohesive presence.
In camps where there were new leaders, we were paired with experienced leaders so we could learn. I found it intimidating, and it made me nervous.
Once the nervousness passed, however, I could experience the feeling of being backed up—and that is precisely what the phrase “watching each other’s backs” refers to.
And you—when was the last time you felt backed up?
For me, this was deeply significant; it was the starting point for a profound experience—realizing that God has my back. And that is something God does for you, too—and for each of us.
In the Scripture, Jesus tells us not to be afraid.
Is it possible that Jesus is reminding us, once again, that He has our back with his love?
If the Spirit leads you, share with Jesus the Carpenter any fear you might have. You may well discover that He has your back with his profound love.
Marisol
P.S.: We can hear about the invitation not to be afraid in the readings for the Twelfth Sunday in Ordinary Time, year/cycle A.
